Happy New Year Friends! :)

Time is running...
....but before 2009 ends, I just want to say "thank you" for being a big part of my life in this happy year!

I really appreciate you guys... I know that it's a little bit "cheezy" but I know that, this is the best thing that I can do for all of you.,

Thank you for all the happy, lonely and bitter moments you share with me... :)

To start this crazy thing (hehe)... I will start in this statement:

I LOVE YOU because....

BHE: because you are a very special friend of mine. We have our new group of friends now, but we are still friends, no matter what. I really miss your company.

GOKU: because you are always there to cheer me up. I will cherish the times that we eat a lot even though we doesn't have enough money (haha). You are the best "ate" in the world!

HON: because you are always there to make me smile during the darkest part of my life. I will never forget the day you kissed me infront of many people (that's the craziest thing you've done to me). I really appreciate your sweetness!

FRENCH FRIES: because among my guy friends, you are the only one who never fail to greet me, everytime we see each other. Thank you for visiting me at the hospital, I really appreciate it. You will always be my MVP!

MENTOS: because you keep on appreciating all the simple things that i'm doing. Thank you for greeting me every morning and for saying I Love you and Take Care everytime you're texting me. I really miss your hug and your tummy (hehe)

ANGEL: because you're always there, everytime I need something (like thermo, wrist watch.. hehe). What I love about this year, is when you get mad for what i posted in fb, (haha). You're always be my SUPER FRIEND!

PAPA P: because you are the funniest friend I ever had. I'm very sorry for all the stupid things that I told you and I really appreciate our heart to heart talk in Sta. Fe, PNRC, and etc. Keep on making us laugh!

LABS: because you keep on doing your best. I will never forget the time, when you ask me "what is your happines?" and I answered " my happiness is your smile" (wahahahahaha). You freeze that time.. (haha).. I really love to bully you, and I hope you'll never get angry to me (peace my friend). Study hard!

SEPH: because you're always there to listen in my weird ideas. I really enjoy the times that we keep on sharing stories at the bus while going home. You are so erudite!!!

LALABS KOH: because you are always bitter to me. Thank you for not appreciating my poem and my gift and for saying "ok" when I ask you not to talk to me ever again. You deserve to be unloved!

EROS: because you are the best partner in the world. Thank you for all the surprises and for being a responsible chapter head. I thought you will learn lots of things from me, but I learn lots of things from you. I'm so blessed for having you!


Thank you guys!
"Happy New Year"

Muwah!!!
-NCP :)

"All about Her"

Life is full of beautiful things... soft sunsets... rainbows... love and laughter... quiet moments and nice person like her...


There are two wonderful things in life that money cannot buy. These are LOVE and FRIENDSHIP. I don't have all the earth's riches, but my heart finds a friend. I think God forgot to make her as my older sister, but I know He has His own reason. She gave me this skinny little girl as one of my true friend. She is one of a kind, I really love the way she act and says whatever she thinks is right. She's a real older sister to me; she's always there when everything seems perfect in my very toxic life. But what I like about her is she's the one who will dig deep under the ground just to pull me up and say "bilisan mo yang pag-ngangawa mo, pabayaan mo na yun". I still remember when I told her that some one ask me out and she keep on saying "dalaga ka na! magkaka boyfriend ka na! kinikilig ako para sayo" (hehe). She's always there for me, and I think she's my number one fan in terms of my weird love life. I dont know why, but I feel free to tell her about my ideas, my life, my family, my dreams and what i really feel. One time I told her that I want to get married at the age of 30 and she says "GOOD LUCK sa buhay mo!" (haha). She's always true to me, she keeps on mocking at me but she keeps on standing beside me. I really love her, not because we're both small nor because we eat like a man. I love her because she shows, who she really is. Today, this girl is celebrating her 21st birthday, and I wish her all the best.

Hello 2010.,

The past is behind... learn from it

Past is past. If your past is full of happiness, be thankful. But if your past is full of failure, look at the brighter side, remember there is always a better tomorrow. Four years ago, I received a message from a friend, the message says: If this day is perfect, there will be no new tomorrow. It's right, our life is not perfect at all because God wants us to experience more happiness.

The future is ahead... prepare for it

Here comes 2010, and whatever the horoscopes or whatever the stars says about your future, your destiny is in your hands. Let's live our life to the fullest this coming year and it must be in God's guidance.

The present is here... live in it

Today, I'm so busy but I'm not BUSY (Being Under Satan's Yoke). I do lots of things, but Mr. G. is still number one in my heart. Financial problems is knocking, but here I go, I'm still living and surviving. As I always say, live your life to the fullest. Whatever happens, look at the brighter side. Always expect for the worst and hope for the best.

Know how to share.,

"the most pitiful thing... is to spend a life thinking of nothing but yourself"

Did you ever try to share? How about sharing the most important things in your life? Or giving to someone the only thing you have? Sometimes it's very hard for us to share, specially if it's the only thing we got. But try to think of it, do you really need that thing? Maybe other people needs it more. I'm not a good sharer and I admit that I'm selfish sometimes, but I feel good when I share. Once upon a time I became a Gawad Kalinga Volunteer, and I really appreciate the things that I have. Kids there are very happy for the simple things while it needs a lot of things to make me feel happy. The happiness I feel every time, I teach about God and His good deeds can never be surpassed by anyting else. The sweet smile of the little children makes my heart melt. The laughters of the kids everytime we play makes me feel that I am so blessed. God gave me talent, time, and a treasure to SHARE. For me the word "thank you" is the sweetest word I ever heard. And I know I'm spending my life thinking of others.


(I miss the SIGA >Serving in God's Army<)

Chao: "Hello and Goodbye"

Hello! for a simple guy
Who always makes me smile
He's the one I'm waiting by
And looking at by a mile

Hello cute guy, How's your day?
I am here to watch your play
Believing that, you will stay
So I can see you everyday

But the time is very fast
Here I am saying goodbye
It's hard for me, but I must
I have to go and not to cry

Goodbye cute guy its time to go
And it's time to leave my favorite door
The place where I can see your face
And now, I'm leaving to go for my race

Hello cute guy, you're here again
But here I am saying goodbye
Maybe life is so unfair,
So I have to say, this simple CHAO!

>Before my graduation in High school, I wrote this for Mr. Perez.,
>But I didn't give it to him., hehe
> ^-^

Tour....

"I'm so blessed"

Today, I've seen lots of people who have the sweetest smile even though they have incurable illness...

I saw a man who made souvenirs, he cant walk but this is not a reason for him not to earn money. I buy one of his items because I'm so fond of him.

And then I met a child sitting in a crib with a brace in his back. In his very young face, you can see the hope and faith that he was holding. He is smart and he really makes me amazed. I almost cry because even though he got illness, he is still determined to pursue his dreams.

The last one, is a boy who will be amputated tomorrow, He has a bone cancer and I know God will guide him during the operation. When I saw him in his bed, he is so fond of eating his snack and he is so innocent about his illness.

.,Today, I feel that I'm sooooo blessed......

"God is good"

Hiden Love ^-^

>this poem is dedicated to Mr. Ermita (I saw him today and I remember the story and poem that I wrote when I am on duty at the OB ward and he is in the Delivery room)
>haha., I can't believe that because of my broad imagination i manage to write this kind of poem... hahahaha

Concealed affection here in my heart
Oh! How i wish i said it from the start
Maybe destiny will not take us apart
Oh! Hidden love that I buried in my heart

You are holding a patient chart
When I first see you in the ward
And this eccentric coward
Was sent again in the cloud-cuckoo-land

How I wish I admit it
That I fell in loved with you
But if ever I confess it
Would you mind loving me too?

And now, how can I tell the truth?
How can I express my feelings?
If you are already in heaven
Oh! Hidden love that I buried in my heart


..,haha
funny!!!!
(I'm going to be a good writer someday)

This day is not perfect at all >_<

"The world is too big for us to be small minded"

>>>ryt!
>>>haizzz, I feel soooo tired today...
>>>i hate Mr. (*****) hmmmp!
haizzzz, Try to think of it., he really makes our life miserable.,
.,but I have to behave and think about MORALITY... hahaha (hang over from the long quiz)
.....CONSUME ME LORD!!!!!!
"go annie! Look at the bright side" (trying to convince myself, hehe)

My Rationale.. ^-^

Hmmnnnnn.., Today, I’m thinking too much.

• Our thesis is missing, my stomach aches, I have menstrual cramps and I’m missing mentos. Some kind of supernatural happens at our school’s comfort room….. puff (what a day)

• Maybe that’s the reason why I made another blog., this will serve as my diary… wahahahaha., I’ll gonna write here whatever I like and what ever I think…,

>>> Eiji is sooooo cute.,,,